Teacher and writer living in Tāmaki Makaurau. This blog is saturated with sweet lady kisses. Sometimes stories and food are the only things that get me through. I write a lot of fanfiction. Feel free to drop a line in my ask box.
You want to know what it was like? It was like my whole life had a fever. Whole acres of me were on fire. The sun talked dirty in my ear all night. I couldn’t drive past a wheatfield without doing it violence. I couldn’t even look at a bridge. I used to go out in the brush sometimes, So far out there no one could hear me, And just burn. I felt all right then. I couldn’t hurt anyone else. I was just a pillar of fire. It wasn’t the burning so much as the loneliness. It wasn’t the loneliness so much as the fear of being alone. Christ look at you pouring from the rocks. You’re so cold you’re boiling over. You’ve got stars in your hair. I don’t want to be around you. I don’t want to drink you in. I want to walk into the heart of you And never walk back out.
“Adèle was the first person we thought of for Madeleine. So we decided that we will do some kind of casting process, at least a meeting.” Thomas Cailley, director of Les Combattants (2014)